Midnight

Its midnight and I decided to start a blog. I've had a blog before and kept it for 2 years. When I went through and re read it I learned so much about myself. Its amazing the story you'll be able to tell yourself 3 years from now. I love the evolution of humans. Time changes everyone.

A bit about my life
-I'm married(8/8/08) he's in the Navy
-no babies(but I have extreme baby fever lol)
-last semester of college
-lost and don't know what I want to be when I grow up
-22
-talented in many fields but I don't know how to bring them together
- 2 yr old Dog, her names Dora, she's a lab mix
-I am a book addict
-Starbucks Caramel Macchiato always makes my day better
-My absolute favorite movie is A Beautiful Mind, hence the name of my blog lol

My husband said I should start a blog while he was gone.

About my marriage..
I am beyond blessed for the man my husband is. I have been through alot with men in my past. I've dated someone who really made me jaded about love. Its like I was rewarded with this man who understands all of me and loves all of me. The bad, the good, he just doesn't care. I wish I could put in words how much he does for me but I can't. I just love him. There isn't and will never be a man so completely made for me. My marriage is strong....its not a fairy tale. It is so real and I love that. We get emotional sometimes, sick of each other, angry but the happiness we have outweighs all of that. Sometimes we just look at each other and start laughing for no real reason other than "damn is this real?" It's real. I'm grasping for words to convey what this is but their aren't enough...so I'll leave it with I love him.

I love to write but I just...haven't for a long time. I have about a hundred unfinished stories on my computer.
Hopefully, this blog will help me along this deployement, help me learn more about myself, and be an outlet for me.

It's midnight and I have to get up in the morning and babysit my friends son, and take the dog to the groomer so...goodnight. =)